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花了很長時間看Grey's Anatomy,之後又花了很長時間努力不去思考。醫(yī)療題材的片子很容易出彩，也很容易讓人覺得厭倦，《白色巨塔》走的是反面對比路綫，因果輪回報應(yīng)不爽，配一首宗教歌曲就讓人落淚。相比之下，美國人喜歡沒事就說說人生，其實這樣挺好的，人生就需要一些淺薄又積極的探討。把人生歸結(jié)成一種美國式的黑色幽默之後又刻意壓低到扭曲零碎的生活瑣事中去，好像只有這樣，編造出來的理論才能夠得到圓滿。這一原則的另一個結(jié)局就是做出來的東西特別真實，有時候簡直是太他媽真實了。

大多數(shù)的矛盾只有三種原因，對於當下自我體認的不滿，對於當下他人對自我映射的不滿，然後導致了對過去未來的人生的焦慮。毉患關(guān)係的矛盾是人本身的矛盾，一方面對自己無法掌握自己生命的結(jié)局感到絕望，另一方面因爲了解前者的絕望，所以難以自我安慰。不知道自己要什麼；想知道自己要什麼；有時候以爲知道了自己要什麼；有時候只知道自己不要什麼。長得一臉韓國式plain的Christina是所有人的榜樣，在她一臉理所當然的道德感薄弱之下。最情比金堅是 Christina對Meredith：“緊急聯(lián)絡(luò)人我填了你的名字?！弊顭o可奈何是Bruke對Christina：“我們算是一對了，這沒什麼大不了的?！弊钔麎m莫及是Izzie對Christina：“我不是妒嫉她的選擇，我只是妒嫉她這麼堅定這麼純粹?！?br>
如同我們所猜想的，醫(yī)生對於自己的人生，比常人有更多的不認同感。這就好像法官對於公平正義，老師對於教學相長，國家領(lǐng)導人對於國家本身的定義一樣。《無人生還》裏的法官，到最後都得意于自己病態(tài)的舉證方式：但是説到底，這是死循環(huán)。

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很多人不能認同Meredith，有可能是對美劇中瓊瑤戯份的厭惡。要是都像越獄那樣，每集都刺激刺激刺激每秒鐘，就回到了好萊塢動作片的老路上。你還記得ABC是怎樣在好萊塢疲軟的時候殺進的麼？因爲人們關(guān)心的是內(nèi)歷時的人物命運：Meredith在Seattle Grace的第一年，第二年……20個人中只有6個女人，而在這20個人之中，有5個將在壓力下崩潰，有2個會要求離開。George要重復實習，Alex留起了鬍子，Mark戯份加重，連男主角也對第三季的劇本表示了不滿，如果第四季還這麼混亂的話，他就要甩手不干了。接下來的事情你們都知道了：演O'mally的演員坦誠自己是同性戀，Addison功成名就spin off，Burke無法解決內(nèi)部矛盾……然後，然後編劇罷工開始了。

回過頭來想一想，Meredith的塑造是成功的。她優(yōu)秀得不露聲色，因此不同于典型亞裔美國人那種強迫式的自我要求，同時又有美國女人的優(yōu)點：寬容和理解（至少看起來是這樣）。決絕?不，生活裏不流行決絕。關(guān)心？關(guān)心他人的生活，而不是內(nèi)心。無論如何，劇本是用事件而不是獨白編織的，如果讓觀衆(zhòng)過多地看出編劇們表達的用心，毫無疑問是一種失敗——人物本身會有自己的發(fā)展，但是觀衆(zhòng)又非得要求緊張激烈的情節(jié)，稀奇古怪的病例，這確實是一種對於編劇能力的考驗。在Meredith瀕死的時候，各種綫索匯聚到一起，以四個人的方式把三季中重要事件和代表意義呈現(xiàn)出來，其中的一些綫索結(jié)束了，比如代表著 Meredith母親的護士隨著她母親的死去也消失了，但是另一些沒有，代表著主角感情選擇的Bonnie未來肯定還會出現(xiàn)。被炸成脆片的爆破組組長也許代表Meredith的勇氣，但是這種無所不能的勇氣，正如Meredith所說，會“fade away”，還有人氣最高的Denny和Izzie兩肩相觸的剎那，靈犀一點天人永隔：所有美好的東西最終都會消失，如果不能move on，你就只能困在原地。

是的，我們得承認人心脆弱。因爲害怕受傷害，太容易對珍惜的東西失去信心。像Christina那種受亞洲同胞們讚賞的堅強，其實是更深的自傷。如果真的完全不相信愛，怎樣完好地活在人間？

考文雕的時候滿腦子都是Meredith的金髮和抿成直綫的嘴。我一直覺得很層次的金髮很好看，但是一不小心，就會面如土色。我能理解美國精神是缺乏武俠小説熏陶的，她和他們都不知道什麼是“醉笑陪君叁萬場，不訴離傷?！?br>
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在列文的莊園，一男一女相遇了，兩個孤獨的，憂鬱的人。他們相互閒有好感，暗中希望能將兩人的生活結(jié)合到一起。他們只等著能單獨在一起的機會，以互相表白。有一天他們終于在沒有第三者的情況下同処一個小樹林。他們在那裏采蘑菇。兩人內(nèi)心激動，一言不發(fā)，知道時機來了，不要讓它溜走。當時他們已經(jīng)靜默了很久，女人突然開始說起蘑菇來了。這完全是“違背她意願的，意想不到的”。隨後，又是一陣靜默，男人掂量著字眼想表白，可是他沒有談愛情，“出於一種意想不到的衝動”，他也跟她談起蘑菇來。
在回家的路上，他們還在談著蘑菇，一點辦法也沒有，心中充滿了絕望，因爲他們知道，他們永遠都不會談到愛情了。

以上這個例子是昆德拉舉出來證明人類的行動怎樣超越出因果關(guān)係的可解釋範圍。事實上，這似乎是人類藝術(shù)的一個最大的突破口：科學證明那些可重復的事件，藝術(shù)則在不可重復的神秘性上佔有優(yōu)勢。亞裏士多德認爲詩歌比歷史更真實，就是這個道理。從這個方面來説，編劇罷工最終會贏得勝利，因爲他們手中掌握著美國社會的“真實”，而這種真實性總是被需要的。

Meredith夢到自己拉開冰櫃，看到死掉的自己開口説話。死亡是涼爽的夜晚，自己的掙扎卻很徒勞。這是再真實不過的想法，誰也沒有立場說誰淺薄。對於那些認爲Grey's Anatomy刻意拉長劇情慘失人氣的，有些確實可觀，對於那些認爲主角形象塑造失敗的，則可能道德感過於強烈誘失中立了。有時候我們笑貧不笑娼。

Derek拿著離婚協(xié)議書猶豫再三的時候，我是欣賞這個男人的。即使我知道在第四季還是第五季的時候他就會和Meredith結(jié)婚。

一起生活了十幾年的人，哪個人可以輕易的將她趕出自己的生活。
一起過的十幾個生日，圣誕，結(jié)婚紀念日，還有一系列的其他。
抹去這些需要一點猶豫和不舍，一點也不過分。
這個決定和他的太太是不是那個曾經(jīng)和他好朋友睡過的女人無關(guān)，舍不得的是時間。

Meredith是個好女孩。她大聲對Derek說：choose me的時候，沒有人會說她任性的。因為她無辜而又美好，甚至很難算一個小三。

Derek最最后面的選擇是肯定的，Meredith才是女主角。
只是要一點時間和波折。

Derek坐在椅子上一臉痛苦。
Baily路過說:你知道做這個選擇其實一點也不難，but painful
Bailey也是個聰明的一塌糊涂的胖女人啊。

GA在實習醫(yī)生緊張的生活中加入了幽默的元素和人性的分析。

我覺得第二季是到目前最出色的，尤其是火車車禍，炸彈，大結(jié)局這幾集，都無可挑剔。如果原本有看了第一季覺得一般的朋友，只要看了這幾集肯定無法忘懷。

GA的人物、對白和配樂都很出色，唯一希望就是第三季少一些瓊瑤戲，多一些出彩的病例。

希望“越獄”熱潮中，GA能被更多人所識貨。

GA專題：http://www.meijumi.com/default.asp?cat=16

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Cristina: You know in the movies how there's always the heroes and then there's the other guy? You know the guy who sees danger and runs in the opposite direction?
Burke: Yes.
Cristina: Be the other guy.

Code Black的一集，此時Burke和Grey同時在手術(shù)室里，Cristina與Burke耳語。雖然大家都說在Burke中彈后才看到Cristina的人性，但在一句"Be the other guy."中，我總是固執(zhí)的覺得，Yang是背叛與格蕾的友情而對Burke說出的這句話。危機之下，be the other guy.

 
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Meredith：I lied. I'm not out of this relationship. I'm in. I'm so in it's humiliating because here I am begging--
Derek：Meredith, just--
Meredith：shut up.You say "Meredith," and I yell, remember?
Derek：Yeah.
Meredith：Okay...here it is.Your choice, it's simple--her or me? And I'm sure she's really great. But, Derek, I love you... in a really, really big... pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you love you.So pick me.Choose me.Love me.

The most famous and representative section.其實我一直覺得格蕾有些phyco,唯一比她更phyco的就是Izzie了。而且兩人都是乍一看還行，越來越phyco的類型。Anyway,這段話，這樣一個沒有安全感的人，再加上演員當時desperate的表情，classic.

 
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Grey/Cristina:I'm your person.

第一次聽這種說法，直譯過來我是你的人總是容易YY出一個紅衣大辮子姑娘臉小紅一下子對個大老爺們說“我都是你的人了”。但是當一個dark&twisted的女實習醫(yī)生肩并肩的抱著另一個cold&inhumand的女實習生說出一句"I'm your person",我才開始有點小動容了，雖然覺得她們的友情線跟進的有點突兀。

 
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Burke:I could promise to hold you and to cherish you. I could promise to be there whether sickness or health. I could say till death do us depart, but I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples. The ones full of hope, but I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful, but I'm sure and I'm steady, and I know I am a heartman. Take them apart and put them together, I hold them in my hands. I am a heartman. So this I am sure you are my partner, my lover, my very best friend. My heart, my heart beats for you, and on this day today on our wedding I promise you this, I promise you to lay my heart on palm of your hand. I promise you "me".

Burke這番話聽的時候覺得unbelievably brilliant，把臺詞寫下來著實覺得相對于Burke的性格來說有點墨跡。但還是很不錯的，相當不錯。驕傲嚴肅，正直善良,永遠像一個至高無上的神的存在，不論什么時候都存有理智的相信。A handy man, a heart man.整個劇里唯一的讓人相信的讓人抱有幻想的愛情和承諾。

 
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Burke: I am Preston Burke! A widely renowned cardio-thoracic surgeon. I am a professional and more than that, I am a good and kind person. I am a person that cleans up behind myself! I am a person that cooks well. And you, you are an unbelievable slob. A slovenly, angry intern. I am Preston Burke! And you, you are the most competitive, most guarded, most stubborn, most challenging person I have ever met! And I love you. What the hell is the matter with you that you won't just let me?

哈哈～still Burke，“what the hell is the matter with you that you won't just let me”——發(fā)飆的Burke 還是非?？谀偷摹Ｗ鳛橐粋€如此驕傲的自己，已經(jīng)無法忍受yang對他的不信任，對他們愛情的不信任，積壓已久的憤怒終于在這樣的一個時候沖出，而Yang仍然坐在床上，吃著中餐，看著雜志，甚至是在Burke說"I love you"的時候才抬頭看了他一眼。然后等Burke發(fā)完飆，沒語調(diào)的說出"I gave up my apartment 20 minutes ago."我都不知道該說點啥囧
 

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Cristina:It's not difficult,it's simple.Burke is not here, he has gone.And it's better for him.(小blar) But it's not difficult.He's out there.And I'm here while everything is the same.I still living in his apartment,I walked across the same passages of this hospital and wearing the same clothes.That's not difficult.This is where I am,This is where I choose to be. But,sir,when his hands were shaking, I performed his surgeries, I kept his secrets,I knew his pride.You know it, I know it, and he knows it.He knows it!(小blar)I'm the unseen hand to his glories.And while,everthing is ......everthing is very very different......I was his hand ,and now I'm the ghost.That's not difficult.It's unbearable.I know everybody is proud of him,but I'm not.And I do not wishing him.

在Erica把Yang整慘了之后，Burke又很合時宜的得了個什么Harper Avery Award（貌似？），Yang在停尸房里獨自唱著歌，連我都覺得很慘..."I was his hand ,and now I'm the ghost.That's not difficult.It's unbearable."這劇本寫的實在是忒到位了，沒有什么比an invisible ghost更能體現(xiàn)Yang的地位的了，也沒有什么比unbearable更能表現(xiàn)Yang的心情了。
(不知為什么，我想起了我長達近兩年的失眠，從校園里沒有人的時候去實驗室，等到全校掐電的時候回寢室，上午一個熏肉大餅，下午一個煎餅果子，可是凌晨一點躺在床上仍然睡不著，看著太陽冉冉升起。That's not unbearable,it's suicidal.)
 

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Izzie:You're right, maybe I should run.But I'd rather be running toward somebody than running away.

我說過，Izzie is a phyco,但她之所以phyco也是由于她的emotional.只不過這種emotional一開始是很可愛的，但后來就很有點神經(jīng)，不知道編劇是怎么把握這個角色的。但這句話，是我聽Izzie說過的最美麗的話了。

 

我為啥要看格蕾？

我不喜歡生理實驗，曾經(jīng)一度為了逃避實驗想在研究生時學生物信息。
我不喜歡這里的很多角色，有感情過度充沛或者完全沒感情或者干脆神經(jīng)病的女人，有要么臭屁要么混蛋的男人，以及優(yōu)柔寡斷的GAY（其實我腐的），以及還不如他們的等等等等。
我不喜歡這里的很多演員，眼角和嘴角都是皺紋的裝嫩女主角，長著一雙標準YD眼睛的男主角，或者就是雖然好看但長相著實普通的Dr. Model以及雖然長得有很有特點但實在柯趁的Dr.Cold Blood.
但我熱愛生命。我喜歡看不同的人站在不同的角度如何對待我們唯一擁有的東西。我喜歡看這些掌握生命的人如何對待自己的人生。我喜歡看在最絕望的時刻，人和人是如何握緊雙手，彼此拯救。我喜歡看在一次一次的生還與死亡中，人是如何變的成熟與寬容。

我還是得看格蕾。

　　我從來不是幽默的女生
　　不喜歡突然的一場雨
　　明知道你正傷心
　　卻又默默離去
　　明知道下雨天的你
　　需要親密的語氣
　　說今天就快過去
　　雨會?！⌒膶⑵届o
　　我從來不是幽默的女生
　　只好為你淋雨
　　我從來不是幽默的女生
　　不適合這種情景
　　我從來不是幽默的女生
　　真不幸　壞了天氣
　　　　　　　　　　　——陳珊妮《我從來不是幽默的女生》

寒假前因為好友Dean的推薦而開始看《Grey's Anatomy》，不緊不慢地看了一個寒假，倒也就這樣追到了第三季。

可以說，在昨天之前——或者更確切點，在我和Pheobe聊完天后看了第三季第13集以前——《GA》里我最喜歡的女孩雖然不能確定是誰，但一定不會是Christina Yang。
曾經(jīng)帶著幾分偏見地認為：怎么可能會有人喜歡上Christina Yang這樣的女孩呢？她不美麗、不溫柔、固執(zhí)、冷漠、而且還有著帶幾分功利的進取心?？粗刻煲淮笤鐏淼结t(yī)院只為搶到好的病人，看著她想盡一切方法就為能上手術(shù)臺，看著她不修邊幅一心工作，覺得這個女孩除了優(yōu)秀，似乎再也找不到一點討人喜歡的地方了。
甚至，就連她與主治醫(yī)生Burke的相戀，也讓我覺得這只是她想要獲得手術(shù)機會的一個手段而已。

到了第二季，一位身體中有炸彈的病人使整個醫(yī)院都陷入了恐慌，Geroge和Izzie轉(zhuǎn)移到了醫(yī)院的另外一棟樓，而Christina和Grey卻都留在病人所在的樓層。當時，Geroge和Izzie坐在墻角談?wù)撝萑胛ｋU的那兩位朋友，Izzie評論她們說：“因為她們都是行動派，而我們卻大多時候在旁觀?！?br>Christina的勇氣讓我對她有了改觀。無論她留下的原因究竟是擔心Burke，還是僅僅想要獲得一個難得的手術(shù)機會，但她的確是一個毫無疑問的行動派。當醫(yī)院出現(xiàn)身體釋放不明毒氣的女病人時，Sloan醫(yī)生拒絕進入手術(shù)室處理病人，而Christina卻立刻舉起手對主任說：“我可以在游泳池不呼吸游三個來回?！庇谑菨u漸覺得，這樣一個有著幾分傻氣的行動派，似乎也不至于那么讓人厭惡吧。

直到Burke意外中彈，Christina卻退縮時，我才終于發(fā)現(xiàn)，這個女孩并不像自己表現(xiàn)的那樣堅強。原來，這個優(yōu)秀得近乎冷酷的女孩，也終究會有軟弱的一面。而這樣的軟弱，竟讓我對她有了莫名的好感。
Christina的確不是一個善于討人喜歡的女孩，她與Burke斗氣時小孩子般互不相讓，她對Burke的母親驕傲地報出自己的學歷，她為了好的手術(shù)機會不顧一切……那樣一個優(yōu)秀且驕傲的女孩，卻也會逃跑般離開Burke的手術(shù)臺，也會在聽到Burke說“marry me”時忍不住激動流淚。覺得這樣的她，才是在那個躲在為了保護自己而假裝堅強冷漠的外殼里的那個真實可愛的Christina Yang。

記得在女性文學課上，老師曾經(jīng)談到過文學作品中的女性形象：在大多數(shù)文學作品中，女性形象被簡單地分成了兩類——美麗溫柔的天使形象與丑陋邪惡的惡魔形象。
在這種分類的無形影響下，女孩們從小就被教導著要做天使。她們會收到芭比娃娃、毛絨熊之類的禮物，然后每天自言自語般地在教導自己娃娃的同時也教導自己，說：要乖、要微笑、要順從……

在我還足夠年輕、可以拿年齡作為炫耀的資本的時候，很喜歡《小王子》中的小狐貍，并因為小王子最終的選擇而感到傷心。可之后才漸漸明白，其實小玫瑰這樣的女孩注定了比較容易得到幸福。
作者總是很喜歡通過文學作品來說話，而《小王子》的結(jié)局，是否可以理解為圣艾修伯里想要對女孩們說：聰明的女孩只適合做知己，而能陪伴一生的女孩不用太有思想，能夠笑容甜美、用細軟的聲音說話就好。
也許正是這樣，他才會選擇文章中小玫瑰的原型——那個因為《小王子》沒有獻給自己而任性出走的康素羅。

那么多的故事，那么多的王子最后愛上的都是公主，而那么多的公主無一不是溫柔美麗的。
也許，溫柔美麗就足夠了吧，麻煩到隔著十多層羽絨墊也容不下床上的一顆豌豆也完全沒有關(guān)系，傻到除了等待王子的吻來拯救自己外什么都不會做也根本不是問題——溫柔、美麗，這就是與王子過上幸福生活的資格。
印象中唯一一個能稱得上擁有智慧的公主圖蘭朵，也只是被人們定義成為了一個因為有著陰暗的童年從而仇恨男人、報復社會的心理畸形的小姑娘而已。更不厚道的是，作者還要落井下石地給她安排了一個悲慘的結(jié)局，似乎是在壞笑著告訴那些蠢蠢欲動的女孩們，除了溫良恭儉讓之外，其他一切的優(yōu)秀形容詞都是為男人造的，想要把它們放在女人身上是要不得的。
難怪伍爾夫會感嘆：“有誰能計算得出，一個詩人的靈魂被禁錮在女人的身體里時，會有多大的悲憤?！?br>
可是，現(xiàn)實中的女孩實在無法被如此簡單而不負責任地分成天使和惡魔兩大陣營。就像Chritina Yang這樣的女孩，雖然算不上惡魔，但也實在做不了天使。
即使明知道小玫瑰比較容易得到幸福，但畢竟不是每個女孩都做得了小玫瑰。
有些女孩，她們不知道怎么給人安慰，學不會如何討人歡心，不甘心做別人光芒背后面容模糊的小女人，更演不來那些山盟海誓、纏綿悱惻的愛情肥皂劇……于是，有時候也會忍不住想，這些偏執(zhí)倔強的女生們，還真是挺讓人掃興的吧。

好在看到Christina Yang的身邊有了愿意將心放在她手上的Preston Burke，不然這些女孩，是不是該手拉手站出來向這個世界鞠躬道歉，說：“真不幸，壞了天氣。”

SEASON ONE

Episode 1: “A Hard Day’s Night”
O.A.O.T.S., "Dance"
Thirteen Senses, "Into the Fire"
Butterfly Boucher, "Life Is Short"
Rilo Kiley, "Portions for Foxes"
Vaughan Penn, "Ready to Rise"
BANG sugar BANG, "Super Cool?
Jem, "They"

Episode 2: “The First Cut is the Deepest”
The Cardigans, "Live and Learn"
The Ditty Bops, "Sister Kate"
Keane, "Somewhere Only We Know"
Get Set Go, "Wait"
Tegan and Sara, "You Wouldn't Like Me"

Episode 3: “Winning a Battle, Losing the War”
Lisa Loeb, "Fools Like Me"
Tegan and Sara, "I Won't Be Left"
The Ditty Bops, "There's a Girl"
The Ditty Bops, "Wishful Thinking"
Reindeer Section, "You Are My Joy"

Episode 4: “No Man’s Land”
Get Set Go, "Break Your Heart"
The Eames Era, "Could Be Anything"
Rosie Thomas, "Let Myself Fall"
Sia, "Sunday"
Vaughan Penn, "Truth"
Tegan and Sara, "Where Does the Good Go?"

Episode 5: “Shake Your Groove Thing”
Ivy, "Edge of the Ocean"
Interpol, "Evil"
Dee, "Money Girl"
Buffseeds, "Sparkle Me"
Psapp, "Tiger, My Friend"
The Ditty Bops, "Wake Up"

Episode 6: “If Tomorrow Never Comes”
Psapp, "Chapter"
Butterfly Boucher, "Never Leave Your Heart Alone"
Jem, "Save Me"
The Ditty Bops, "Walk or Ride"

Episode 7: “The Self-Destruct Button”
Tegan and Sara, "Downtown"
Wilco, "Hummingbird"
Joe Purdy, "Suitcase"
ACDC, "The Self-Destruct Button"
Jem, "Wish I"

Episode 8: “Save Me”
Nellie McKay, "David"
Masha Qrella, "Feels Like"
Tegan and Sara, "Fix You Up"
Joe Purdy, "I Love the Rain the Most"
78 Saab, "No Illusions"
Laura Veirs, "Rapture"

Episode 9: “Who’s Zoomin’ Who?”
A.M. Sixty, "Big As the Sky"
Psapp, "Cosy In the Rocket"
Medeski, Martin & Wood, "End of the World Party"
Iron & Wine, "Naked As We Came"
Maria Taylor, "Song Beneath the Song"
Nellie McKay, "The Dog Song"
The Radio, "Whatever Gets You Through Today"


SEASON TWO

Episode 1: “Raindrops Keep Fallin’ On My Head”
Firstcom, "All I Need"
Michelle Branch, "Breathe"
Esthero & Sean Lennon, "Everyday Is a Holiday (With You)"
Ivy, "Feel So Free"
Bow Wow Wow, "I Want Candy"
Mike Doughty, "Looking At the World from the Bottom of a Well"
Kate Earl, "Some one to Love"
Blue-Eyed Son, "Step Away From the Cliff"
Joe Purdy, "The City"

Episode 2: “Enough is Enough (No More Tears)”
Goldfrapp, "Beautiful"
Joy Zipper, "Go Tell The World"
Jem, "Just a Ride"
kt tunstall, "Suddenly I See"
Brandi Carlile, "What Can I Say"

Episode 3: “Make Me Lose Control”
Sylvie Lewis, "By Heart"
Inara George, "Fools In Love"
Elevator Action, "I'm a Bitch"
Roisin Murphy, "Ruby Blue"
Get Set Go, "Sleep"
Maria Taylor, "Song Beneath the Song"

Episode 4: “Deny, Deny, Deny”
Ben Lee, "Catch My Disease"
The Delgados, "I Fought the Angels"
Merrick, "Infinity"
Rolsin Murphy, "Ramalama"

Episode 5: “Bring the Pain”
Way Out West, "Don't Forget Me"
Mike Doughty, "I Hear the Bells"
Tegan and Sara, "Not Tonight"
Roisin Murphy, "Prelude to Love In the Making"
Blue-Eyed Son, "Step Away from the Cliff"
Blue-Eyed Son, "When I Come Home"
Cowboy Racer, "Yellow Horse"

Episode 6: “Into You Like a Train”
The Hereafter, "Back Where I Was"
B.C. Camplight, "Blood and Peanut Butter"
Umbrellas, "The City Lights"
Emiliana Torrini, "Today Has Been Okay"

Episode 7: “Something to Talk About”
The Faders, "Better Off Dead"
Annie, "Chewing Gum"
Mark Joseph, "Get Through"
kt tunstall, "other side of the world"
Rosie Thomas, "Since You've Been Around"

Episode 8: “Let it Be”
Gabin, "Bang Bang to the Rock n' Roll"
Joe Purdy, "Far Away Blues"
Nouvelle Vague, "I Melt With You"
Anya Marina, "Miss Halfway"
The Faders, "No Sleep Tonight"
The Chalets, "Sexy Mistake"

Episode 9: “Thanks for the Memories”
The O.A.O.T.'s, "Dance"
Dressy Bessy, "New Song (From Me to You)"
Keren Ann, "Not Going Anywhere"
Fannypack, "Nu Nu (Yeah Yeah)"
Josh Rouse, "Sad Eyes"
Emiliana Torrini, "Serenade"
Nellie McKay, "The Dog Song"
Mark McAdam, "Too Hard"

Episode 10: “Much Too Much”
Get Set Go, "Crying Shame"
James Blunt, "High"
Greenskeepers, "Lotion"
Roisin Murphy, "Night of the Dancing Flame"
Lifehouse, "You and Me"

Episode 11: “Owner of a Lonely Heart”
Jim Noir, "I Me You"
Emiliana Torrini, "Sunny Road"
James Blunt, "Tears and Rain"
Gemma Hayes, "Two Step"
Moonbabies, "War On Sound"

Episode 12: “Grandma Got Run Over By a Reindeer”
Jet, "Back Door Santa"
Maria Taylor, "Christmas After All"
Holidays on Ice, "Here Comes Your Ride"
Sixpence None The Richer, "It Came Upon a Midnight Clear"
The LeeVees, "Latke Clan"
Catie Curtis, "Lo, How A Rose E'er Blooming"
Lou Rawls, "Santa Claus Is Comin' to Town"
Nat King Cole, "The Christmas Song (Merry Christmas to You)"
Mascott & Dave Derby, "This Christmastime"

Episode 13: “Begin the Begin”
Slow Runner, "Break Your Momma's Back"
The 88, "Hide Another Mistake"
Kraak & Smaak, "One of These Days"
Cary Brothers, "Ride"

Episode 14: “Tell Me Sweet Little Lies”
Saint Etienne, "A Good Thing"
Carey Ott, "Am I Just One"
Adrienne Pierce, "Fool's Gold"
Sam Winch, "I Got Some Moves"
Metric, "Monster Hospital"
Mike Tarantino, "Wienermobile Girl"

Episode 15: “Break On Through”
Emilia, "Big Big World"
Leeroy Stagger, "Just In Case"
Landon Pigg, "Sailed On"
Kendall Payne, "Scratch"
Rebecca Lynn, "Small World, Big Girl"
Kate Earl, "Someone to Love"
Aqueduct, "The Suggestion Box"
Vassy, "Wanna Fly"

Episode 16: “It’s the End of the World…”
Big Big World (TNT Big Phat Mix): Emilia
Monotypes, "Dead Streets"
Michael Stipe & Chris Martin, "In The Sun"
Joseph Arthur, "In the Sun"
Ursula 1000, "Kaboom"
kt tunstall, "Miniature Disasters"
Kate Havnevik, "Unlike Me"

Episode 17: “... As We Know It”
Greenskeepers, "Back In The Wild"
Anna Nalick, "Breathe (2 a.m.)"
Foy Vance, "Homebird"
Correatown, "I Tell Myself"
Ambulance LTD, "Stay Where You Are"
Kate Havnevik, "Unlike Me"
The Weepies, "World Spins Madly On"

Episode 18: “Yesterday”
All Sad Girls Are Beautiful, "Baby Blue"
Joshua Radin, "Closer"
Psapp, "Cosy In the Rocket"
Diplo, Pantera Os Danadinhos, Sandra Melody & Vybz Cartel, "Diplo Rhythm"
Headlights Headlights, "Everybody Needs a Fence to Lean On"
Rosie Thomas, "It Don't Matter to the Sun"
Devics, "Just One Breath"
Corinne Bailey-Rae, "Like a Star"
Shout Out Louds, "Wish I Was Dead Pt. 2"

Episode 19: “What Have I Done to Deserve This?”
Boy Least Likely To, "Be Gentle With Me"
Madeline Peyroux, "Careless Love"
Get Set Go, "I Hate Everyone"
Devics, "Just One Breath"
Corinne Bailey Rae, "Like A Star"
Sandra Melody, "Newsflash"
New Moscow, "Slow Down"
Brandi Carlile, "Throw It All Away"
Emiliana Torrini, "Today Has Been Okay"

Episode 20: “Band Aid Covers the Bullet Hole”
Ning Baizura, "Breathe Again"
Sing-Sing, "Come, Sing Me a Song"
Jem, "Flying High"
The Last Town Chorus, "Modern Love"
Tina Dico, "One"
Urbs, "So Weit"

Episode 21: “Superstition”
Anna Nalick, "Catalyst"
Luke Doucet, "Free"
Foy Vance, "Gabriel and the Vagabond"
Dr, Moses McNeil and Company, "Halleluah"
Rufus Wainwright, "Hallelujah"
Jeff Buckley, "Hallelujah"
The Fray, "How to Save a Life"
Devics, "Just One Breath"
Jamie Lidell, "Multiply"
Postal Service, "Such Great Heights"
Greenskeepers, "You Don't Know Me"

Episode 22: “Name of the Game”
Sunshine, "C'Mon Yeah"
Gnarls Barkley, "Crazy"
Dressy Bessy, "Girl, You Shout!"
Butterfly Boucher, "Life Is Short"
Joshua Radin, "The Fear You Won't Fall"
Anna Nalick, "Wreck of the Day"
Phil War, "You Think I'm Crazy"

Special: “Under Pressure”
Breath, "Breaking Down"
Mark Joseph, "Fly"
Adrienne Pierce, "Fool's Gold"
Merrick, "Infinity"
Bright Eyes, "I Woke Up With This Song In My Head This Morning"
The Weepies, "World Spins Madly On"
Kendall Payne, "Scratch"

Episode 23: "Blues For Sister Someone"
Metric, "Police and the Private"
Hotel Lights, "Follow Through"
Sunshine, "Love"
James Morrison, "Better Man"
Caleb Kane, "Go Mad"
The Chalets, "Gogo Don't Go"
The Chalets, "Red High Heels"
The Chalets, "Fight Your Kids"

Episode 24: "Damage Case"
Foy Vance, "Homebird"
Kate Havnevik, "Nowhere Warm"
Regina Spektor, "On The Radio"
Brandi Carlile, "Tragedy"
The Legends, "Something Good"
Inara George, "Oh My Love"
Kate Havnevik, "Unlike Me"
Anna Nalick, "Breathe (2 a.m.)"
Natalie Wilson, "When You Need a Friend"
The HorrorPops, "Where They Wander"

Episode 25: "17 Seconds"

Yeah Yeah Yeahs, "Gold Lion"
Snow Patrol, "Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking"

Episode 26: "Deterioration of the Fight or Flight Response"
KT Tunstall, "Universe And U"
The Coral Sea, "Look At Her Face"
Au Revoir Simone, "Through The Backyards"
Gomez, "How We Operate"

Episode 27: "Losing My Religion"
Peter Droge, "Under The Waves"
Dressy Bessy, "Side 2"
Amos Lee, "Colors"
Masha Qrella, "Destination Vertical"
Kate Havnevik, "Grace"
Snow Patrol, "Chasing Cars"


SEASON THREE

Episode 1: "Time Has Come Today"
The Dixie Chicks, "Lullaby"
Tegan & Sara, "Take Me Anywhere"
Sleeping At Last, "Quicksand"
Emiliana Torrini, "Nothing Brings Me Down"
Gnarls Barkley, "Gone Daddy Done"
Grant Lee Phillips, "Under The Milky Way"

Episode 2: "I Am a Tree"
Moloko, "The Time Is Now"
Mat Kearney, "Crashing Down"
The Chalets, "Theme From Chalets"
Bittersweet, "The Mating Game"
Jesus Jackson, "Running On Sunshine"
Snow Patrol, "Open Your Eyes"
Mat Kearney, "All I Need"

Episode 3: "Sometimes a Fantasy"
Outkast, "Idlewild Blues"
Lilly Allen, "Take What You Take"
The Pipettes, "Dirty Mind"
The Bamboos, "Step It Up"
The Poems, "Ballad of a Bitter End"
Joe Purdy, "Can't Get It Right Today"

Episode 4: "What I Am"
Camera Obscura, "If Looks Could Kill"
The Gossip, "Standing In The Way Of Control"
Au Revoire Simone, "Back In Time"
Kate Havnevik, "So - Lo"
TV On The Radi, "Province"
Mindy Smith, "Fall For Nothing"

Episode 5: "Oh, The Guilt"
Nellie McKay, "Clonie"
Kate Havnevik, "Kaleidoscope"
The Second Band, "Wild Is The Wind"
Fionn Regan, "Be Good Or Be Gone"
Keisha White, "Don't Mistake Me"

Episode 6, "Let The Angels Commit"
Teddy Bears, "Cobrastyle"
Jim Noir, "My Patch"
Peter Bjorn & John, "Young Folks"
Gomez, "Notice"
Vega 4, "Life is Beautiful"

Episode 7: "Where The Boys Are"
Beck, "Think I'm In Love"
Jim Noir, "Tell Me What To Do"
Luke Temple, "Make Right With You"
Inara George, "Greedy"
The Jealous Girlfriends, "Something In The Water"
Big Sandy & His Fly Rite Boys, "It's Time"
Brett Dennen, "There Is So Much More"
Bedouin Soundclash, "12:59 Lullaby"
Bill Ricchini, "A Cold Wind Will Blow Through Your Door"

Episode 8: "Staring at the Sun"
Lily Allen, "Not Big"
Get Set Go, "Everybody Get Movin'"
The Watson Twins, "Time of My Life"
Mat Kearney, "Where We Gonna Go From Here"
Ingrid Michaelson, "Breakable"
Chandra Wilson (Miranda Bailey), "God Bless the Child"

Episode 9: "From a Whisper to a Scream"
The Dears, "You And I Are A Gang of Losers"
Damien Rice, "9 Crimes"
Kate Havnevik, "New Day"

Episode 10: "Don't Stand So Close to Me"
Anya Marina, "Sociopath"
John Legend, "Show Me"
Son Volt, "World Waits For You"

Episode 11: "Six Days (Part I)"
The Research, "Lonely Hearts Still Beat The Same"
William Fitzsimmons, "Passion Play"
Emiliana Torrini, "Beggars Prayer (demo)"
Michelle Featherstone, "Rest Of My Life"
Travis, "Love Will Come Through"

Episode 12: "Six Days (Part II)"

1. OK Go, "Here It Goes Again"
The song plays as Meredith and Derek bicker in bed after not getting much sleep. Izzie and George discuss Izzie's check.

2. Regina Spektor, "Fidelity"
The song plays as Addison and Callie talk about Addison's choice to not have Mark's baby.

3. Ingrid Michaelson, "The Way That I Am"
The song plays as Cristina complains about sleeping alone, and Meredith confesses she feels jealous of George's relationship with his dad. Cristina brings Burke his dinner.

4. Susanna & The Magical Orchestra, "Love Will Tear Us Apart"
The song plays as the O'Malley family makes a decision about George's dad.

5. Gary Jules, "Falling Awake"
The song plays as Burke, Cristina and Derek talk about Mr. o'Malley. His family is gathered around him in the hospital. George's friends wait in support of him.

6. The Slip, "Life in Disguise"
The song plays as Cristina consoles George, Alex and Addison spend time together, and Derek goes to sleep beside Meredith.

Episode 13: “Great Expectations”

1. Lily Frost, “Enchantment”
Burke has Derek and Meredith over for a dinner party at his house, and Cristina sits in the kitchen counter tossing cereal into her mouth and drinking wine straight from the bottle.

2. Umbrellas, “Ships”
Callie, Cristina and Richard operate on a patient. Derek yells at Meredith about telling Sloan about the chief. Dr. Bailey asks Dr. Burke for help. Izzie talks to Rachel about letting go of Jilly who is going to die of a disease.

3. Skye, “Love Show”
Addison invites Alex to a surgery. Meredith and Derek fight, but make up. Cristina and Burke make up. George and Callie make up.

Episode 14: "Wishin' and Hopin'"

1. Sybarite, "Runaway" feat. Psapp
The song plays as Izzie and Bailey look onto their new "Denny Duquette Memorial" clinic. Cristina considers her ring. Meredith prepares to speak with her mother.

2. Beck, "Elevator Music"
The song plays as Izzie and Alex offer a patient a free consultation. Ellis and Cristina talk about Meredith.

3. Miho Hatori, "Barracuda"
The song plays as Vincent learns about his girlfriend. Cristina begs to be included in a surgery. Meredith warns Derek about her mother but Derek talks to Ellis anyway.

4. Iain Archer, "Canal Song"
The song plays as Meredith talks with Richard.

5. Susanna & The Magical Orchestra, "Believer"
The song plays as Richard and Ellis talk about Meredith and their past relationship.

6. The Whitest Boy Alive, "Fireworks"
The song plays as Cristina and Burke share their moment.

Episode 15: "Walk On Water"

1. Radio Citizen, "The Hop"
Meredith sits in the bathtub alone, Derek tells Meredith he is concerned about her, Izzie misses George, Cristina tells Burke not to tell anyone they are engaged.

2. Union of Knives, "Opposite Direction"
Bailey tells interns to get out there and help people, Meredith tends to the wounded.

3. 8MM, "Liar"
Izzie tells Vince to find search and rescue, Derek asks Meredith if she is upset, Addison and Richard talk, Cristina confronts Burke.

4. Snow Patrol, "Make This Go On Forever"
Alex checks on Jane Doe, Mrs. Heit waits for word on her son, Rick starts to have a seizure, A crowd of distraught family members yells at Alex, and Meredith is accidentally knocked off the pier into the water.

Episode 16: "Drowning On Dry Land"

1. Butterfly Boucher, "A Bitter Song"
The song plays as the episode opens and Meredith struggles in the water. Later, the track plays at the end of the episode as the doctors furiously work on Meredith.

2. Kate Havnevik, "Timeless"
Song plays as Izzie drills into the patient's head. The little girl stares at the water as Derek finally emerges with Meredith.

3. Patrick Watson, "The Great Escape"
The song plays as Izzie is in surgery with her patient. Alex posts pictures from the morgue.

Episode 17: "Some Kind of Miracle"

1. Aqualung, "The Lake"
The song plays early in the episode as the Chief works on Meredith.

2. Damien Rice, "Sleep Don't Weep"
This track is showcased when Meredith's heart flatlines, and the doctors look on, perplexed - and unsure if they should continue.

3. Unkle Bob, "Swans"
Song plays as Chief says goodbye to Ellis, Derek sleeps by Meredith, and Izzie & Denny sense each other in the hallway.

Episode 18: "Scars and Souvenirs"

1. Koop, "Come To Me"
Plays as Izzie gets surprised by Alex in the morning, and she complains to Meredith about it. At the same time, George complains to his wife, Callie, about Izzie.

2. Gomez, "Girlshapedlovedrug"
Cristina catches up with Colin, who shows up out of the blue. Derek and George prep for her operation. Callie tells George about her family.

3. Psapp, "Hi"
This one plays while Meredith tells Derek she is having dinner with her father, Thatcher, and the interns talk in the cafeteria.

4. Wild Sweet Orange, "Land Of No Return"
Meredith and her father and stepmother have dinner. Meanwhile, Dr. Burke questions Cristina about her past relationships.

5. Anya Marina, "Move You"
George and Izzie get drunk and have a blast together. Alex checks on Jane Doe, again. Cristina and Meredith have a heart to heart.

Episode 19: "My Favorite Mistake"

1. Mirah, "La Familia"
This song plays at the beginning of the episode as Izzie wakes up and Meredith and Cristina ask her questions about her night.

2. Alamo Race Track, "Black Cat John Brown"
At lunch, Izzie asks Meredith about blacking out after drinking. Cristina talks about Burke. Izzie asks about Jane Doe's face selection.

3. Adam Merrin, "Still Alright"
You hear this song as George has a flashback to the night before... and he goes to confront Izzie about it.

4. Let's Go Sailing, "All I Want From You Is Love"
This song plays as Meredith harvests bone during her much-anticipated operation, and Cristina amputates her patient's foot.

5. Let's Go Sailing, "Sideways"
Alex talks to Jane Doe about her new face. Cristina talks to Burke about their wedding. Meredith talks to Derek about her dad.

Episode 20: "Time After Time"

1. Amy Winehouse, "You Know I'm No Good"
The song plays as Burke and Cristina operate on a patient.

2. The Whitest Boy Alive, "Burning"
Plays as Cristina and Meredith discuss their issues with Colin and Susan, and Alex asks for Cristina's help.

3. Nouvelle Vague, "Dancing With Myself"
Playing in the background as the interns hang out at the clinic and talk about their patients.

4. Maria Taylor, "Clean Getaway"
George helps Izzie get dressed and she tells him about her family.

5. Lullaby Baxter, "Fontana Fontaine"
This track plays when Derek asks Bailey for advice about Meredith, and as George takes a recovering Izzie down to pediatrics.

6. Maria Taylor, "A Good Start"
Jane Doe argues with Alex. Burke and Cristina talk about Colin at home. Susan confronts Meredith and they have a heart to heart. Addison finds Richard hitting on a woman... and decides to intervene.

Episode 21: "Desire"

1. The Reddmen, "The Secrets of Amanda Prine"
We hear this song as the interns study for a big exam.

2. Let's Go Sailing, "Better Off"
Callie and Addison talk about their various relationships and feelings while this song plays (and Ava listens) in the background.

3. The Bird & The Bee, "Again & Again"
The interns continue studying, while testing out wedding cakes.

4. Beck, "Nausea"
The surgeons and interns participate in various operations.

5. Anna Waronker, "How Am I Doing"
This song plays at the end of the episode, as Cristina is studying and picks a cake, while George and Izzie talk about the future, and Addison unsuccessfully tries to get Alex to hang out with her.

Episodes 22 & 23: "The Other Side of This Life (Parts I & II)"

1. Feist, "Sealion"
The song plays as the interns are wakeful at night, and Cristina awakes to find Burke's mother is there.

2. The Mary Onettes, "Lost"
The song plays as Addison Montgomery drives along the Pacific coast and enters the Oceanside Wellness Clinic.

3. The Broken West, "Down In The Valley"
Addison enters the Wellness Clinic and finds Naomi.

4. The Switches, "Message From Yuz"
Naomi tells Addison they have an opening.

5. The Rosewood Thieves, "Los Angeles"
Couples therapy at the Wellness Center.

6. Jem, "California Sun"
Naomi and Addison talk, Violet runs into her ex.

7. The Adored, "Not Having It"
Cooper cries over his stripped vehicle.

8. Brandi Carlile, "Turpentine"
Addison yells at the elevator to stop talking!

Episode 24: "Testing 1-2-3"

1. Let's Go Sailing, "This Rope Is Long"
This song plays as Meredith gets dressed in a black dress as the interns study. Callie and George study. Meredith talks with Derek at the hospital and Cristina and Burke talk about the wedding.

2. Amy Winehouse, "Wake Up Alone"
The song plays as George tries to talk to the Chief, and the doctors operate on the three hypothermic mountain climbers.

3. Ingrid Michaelson, "Corner Of Your Heart"
Alex and Ava argue about her memory and what she really knows. Izzie tries to talk with George about Mercy West but becomes upset.

4. The Weather Machines, "Stains Of Saints"
This song plays as Addison joins Derek, Mark and Preston at Burke's bachelor party at Joe's bar.

5. Paolo Nutini, "Million Faces"
A mysterious woman offers to buy Derek a drink in the bar, while Ava (or Rebecca Pope) and Alex reconcile, and Richard finds Adele.

Episode 25: "Didn't We Almost Have It All"

1. The Jealous Girlfriends, "Roboxula"
Callie copies Cristina's vows onto her hand, Izzie and Meredith play toilet paper bride, Richard tells Mark he won't be Chief, and Bailey tells Derek that they found the fourth mountain climber.

2. Grace Potter, "Falling Or Flying"
Cristina is unable to sleep on the eve of her wedding day, Alex watches Rebecca and her husband talk, Derek talks to Meredith about his night.

3. Ray Lamontagne, "Hold You In My Arms"
Burke practices his vows in the O.R., Callie says she wants a baby, Alex talks with Rebecca's husband, Jeff, while he holds her baby.

4. Coburn, "Closer"
Cristina operates in order to clear her head before the ceremony. Izzie helps George tie his tie and declares her feelings for him.

5. Ray Lamontagne, "Within You"
The interns get their test results. Ava begs Alex to give her a reason to stay, and Meredith and Derek have a disappointing heart to heart.

6. The Hereafter, "Eulogy"
The song plays as Alex talks to Addison about Ava. George and Bailey talk about his results, and whether they failed one another. Meanwhile, the ladies get ready for the wedding.

7. The Mary Onettes, "Explosions"
Cristina readies herself and Preston goes to check on her.

8. Ingrid Michaelson, "Keep Breathing"
The song plays in the final few minutes of the episode as Alex looks for Rebecca, Meredith helps Cristina out of her dress, Callie watches Izzie sitting in the chapel, George meets Lexie Grey, and Richard talks with Derek about the Chief position.

P.S.
在雨天，在晚上，反反復復聽著曾經(jīng)在劇集里出現(xiàn)的那些歌。隨著歌的旋律模模糊糊記得起那些情節(jié)，那些漂浮不定的情緒。

因為這部劇，記得Jem，記得Thirteen Senses，記得Snow Patrol，記得Keane，當然也會記得Meredith、Dereck、Cristina、Izzie這些人物。他們的哭與笑，快樂與悲傷，都在這些那些歌中。